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Losing Identity (Part 8)

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Not wanting to wait until morning, picked a route that I felt like going. I tried to cycle, but I didn't seem to enough strength and my sense of balance was different from what I remember. I ended up getting off and pushing the bicycle. Along the way, I saw lights of 24-hour shops I normally walk past. This must be the right way. I can hear the sound of thunder from above me and sudden flashes of light that made the place look like daytime. I finally manage to reach home safely and parked the bike inside the house, at the doorstep. I don't want my stuff to get wet, but at the same time too tired to unload. I had this feeling that someone was following me all the way from the train station until I opened the gates of my house. It was raining heavily with lighting when I started to bathe. I opened the window to let the air in. I was thinking  about what I should do since Kyousuke confessed to be but thinks it's Haruna because I'm in her body now when all of a sudden

cause and effect

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(this post was created immediately after the previous post , not 23 hours later when this post is published) I don't really know why myself, but my perception of the same thing may be different depending on the language, accent, dialect and my immediate surroundings. It's like " I would do/think of the same thing if I were them " kind of thing. Well since I-have-no-idea-when , apart from the local culture, I have been exposed to so many different cultures, TV documentary/movie/shows, products, music, history, languages (and writing systems), traditions, geography and how they live to the point that they don't seem foreign to me at all. What I do lack however, is experiencing those first-hand myself. I wonder what opportunities I have missed that I would have otherwise gotten if I had done certain things some time back. I will never know because it did not happen. I hope I won't miss out on future ones, but the problem is that they are like hard to tell and wha

243rd post

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To tell you the truth, I don't really know what I would do after graduating from school next year. Well, obviously I should enter a college institute, but what if I were not be able to or end up in a course I wouldn't do well in? In any case, the places where I go to school seems to get further and further away from home. Kindergarten was only a few meters away, primary school on the other side of town, and secondary education (junior and senior high schools) 2-6 towns away with open areas and/or the city downtown area in-between. Colleges that I could go into can range from the next town to the other side of the country or even overseas! In any case, I have to do something for about two years. I don't know when it will happen, but it can range from next year to 3-4 years from now, depending on my studies. I can't say what it is, but I am most likely not be able to blog regularly (a few times in a year) due to commitments to it. Speaking of being in the final year, othe

Little Busters! Ectasy

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[ 6 February 2009 edit: Updated the 1st link] ( originally posted here , 16 days ago) Yesterday (24 August), I had played through the entire "Little Busters! Ecstasy" visual novel game. I have forgotten how many hours I had played, but it seemed quite fun playing it. For example, the image on the right is from the good ending of Saya's Route (沙耶ルート). After the ending, she woke up from the dream. However, playing this game is quite hard to play... (・。・) Here are some more screenshots: Hot Springs at the school's Basement level 4 (B4F) That's a lot of words... Masato and Kudryavka (Кудрявка) "Riki! Go and do your best!" School Backyard What is up with this cat? And is it Rin's? School Basement Level 8 (B8F) Who is this girl? It's definitely not Saya (沙耶)...

why would people so such things?

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Barely 2 weeks has passed since I had changed the URLs of 2 of my blogs (there's also another notice here of that ) when I accidently clicked on a link on one of my earlier post . ( here's the corrected link I was supposed to lead to ) To my horror, the first thing I saw was a " Possible Blogger Terms of Service Violations " notice. The same goes for the other. The line " If you're an author of this blog , please follow the instructions on your dashboard for removing this warning page. " made me worry. Upon clicking on the " Proceed " button, I noticed that it's not even my page, since I have obviously changed the URL earlier. There was a blue background. At the top are links to various products with images of it to a well known online store . But when I look below that, I saw a long list of some strange links (I didn't click on any) to some funny website. Next to it are about seven paragraph's worth of sentences that don't mak

240th post

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I'm really busy right now. There are so many things that I should be doing and so little time to do so. I should sort out my priorities: the first thing I should do now....... (looks at the time) ....is to sleep! Good Night! ZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Comming across people I know

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Whenever I head out of the house, I would very rarely come across people I know other than the places I would normally met them. I don't remember the names or faces that I had met back in primary school, but even if I do, they might have looked different as it was almost a decade ago. Even so, I never even come across those I do know on the streets. They might even be at the places that I was/will be at not long ago/later. They might even be in the different carriage of the train I take at the same time and did not meet because of the crowd or board/alight at different stations. In any case I don't see them around where I live as they live near the school I go to, which itself is quite some distance. Getting there usually range from 15minutes to 2hours, depending on the mode of transport, the route I take and traffic conditions. This does not include detours I might take along the way. Everywhere I go, I would only see a lot of people whom I don't know, mostly people who a