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Chasing After Rainbows: What I have been wanting to do

20 July 2008

What I have been wanting to do

(let's pretend the previous post never happened)

There are so many things that I want and so many things I have to do that would take place from now until the next 5 years.

On top of that, I have to manage a lot of the existing things I have to do that are stacking up like a mountain.

So much so that I don't know where to begin or how do I go around starting it.

For grades in school, I have yet to score marks any higher than the current 40-55% I always been getting. Achieving a 70% (let alone 90%) is an uphill task to achieve. Everything around me seems to fly by like a year passed by in a flash. My reaction time is slow, so I need more time than anyone else to catch up. Another uphill task is learning another language that has a completely different writing system and pronunciation of words all the way until at a native level in addition to the above.

I'm not sure if this will happen, but my parents (and possibly my elder sibling) would emigrate to somewhere. Not sure where exactly but it would either be Malaysia, Australia or France. As for me, I don't know, but I wont be following them and head my own way.

Who knows what will happen next...

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帰国子女 英語能力は堪能。趣味はアニメや漫画やプログラムコードを編集。通常、あたしの小説を英語で書いてです。Grew up abroad &travelled to different countries. I write my own fictional novel on my blog.