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Chasing After Rainbows: 현재 보여지는 이미지의 변화를・見てないよ

01 June 2008

현재 보여지는 이미지의 변화를・見てないよ

내 블로그의 이미지를 전의 프로필을 변경 및 프로필을 사용하여 여러 개의 다른 이미지가 전체의 이미지를 정확하게 일치합니다. 그 이유는 이미지의 일부가 거기에 꽤 많은 시간 대체되었습니다. 나는 혼란에 대해 사과드립니다으로 인해 이러한 변경 사항이 발생되었을 수도있습니다.

Anyways, enough of that. After doing the above and this, I find myself doing practically nothing other than finding it strange that I can't see things clearly beyond 12cm/ 5inches without contact lenses or glasses (a bothersome to wear), which is ridiculously near to read. I can't even see the clock face across the room without them or a digital camera. People say I look better without them, but I can't see a thing! So, when I try to take a shower or swim at a pool/the beach, I would be doing it blindly, though the colour of the objects (but not the outline), familiarity of the place and sense of direction would save me like when heading to the public toilet.

I don't know why my eyes have become that way, but I think it started back when I started primary/elementary school around 1996. Back then CRT displays were far more common than their Plasma/LED/LCD counterparts but were very straining on the eyes (i think), because my eyes feel funny when looking at it. Add that to the lack of open spaces around where I live (I still live there today), well..., you know the rest. So technically, I haven't seen anything with my own eyes since childhood.

I don't know how myopia can be cured without lasik surgery, which is very expensive. I heard from somewhere about wearing something with several pinholes over your eyes and try seeing through them for a period of time. I also heard that my (future) children can inherit this problem.

(Lately, I found myself doing strange things everyday to myself when I am all alone with no one is around or in the middle of the night where everyone is sleeping. I don't remember what it was, but I know I was blushing.)

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帰国子女 英語能力は堪能。趣味はアニメや漫画やプログラムコードを編集。通常、あたしの小説を英語で書いてです。Grew up abroad &travelled to different countries. I write my own fictional novel on my blog.